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[ Lt's "Real Life = No Fun"
plays ]

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♪♪

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Meredith:
When it comes to surgery,

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the adage "it's better
to ask for forgiveness

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than permission" doesn't apply.

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Trim me up
and make me a new man.

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Alright, man.

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♪ Where our dreams
can come to life ♪

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[ Sighs ]

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♪ Get behind the wheel,
we can get our fix ♪

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Barber: Big day for you
at the hospital?

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You might say that.

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We must obtain
informed consent

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from our patients
before any procedure.

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♪ Gonna start it up tonight ♪

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Simone:
It's roommate code.

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If Mohanty comes over,
I get a heads-up.

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Blue: Okay. No. Roommate code
is paying your bills on time

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and -- and doing
your own dishes.

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Adams will back me up.

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I live with my aunt.

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[ Sighs ] Your life
makes me sad.

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Simone: Hey, I thought
you had a thing

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against chocolate
for breakfast.

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I do,
but Sally doesn't.

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She also likes
sports bars,

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'90s grunge cover bands,
and small-batch bourbon.

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Hm. Things still going well
for her and Rob?

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They're going well enough
that she's not thinking

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about a certain attending
and what he's doing.

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Or who.
Love that for Sally.

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Love that for Sally.

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Do you know
who Sally is?
No.

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She sounds like
a good time.

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It's not just a way
to cover our asses

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if something goes wrong.

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We want you to understand
the care you'll receive

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and the risks involved.

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Are you still stuck on
the hormone correlation?

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I can't figure out how to
replicate a good data set.

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Well, you could remove
ovaries from the female mice

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to see if lack of estrogen
affects the equation.

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Or I could castrate
the male mice.

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Or you could do that.
That works, also.

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I need a break.

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Can I help you?
Yeah.

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You can cut carrots
for the salad.

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Okay.

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You really
went all-out.

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[ Laughs ]

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I am giving her
the benefit of the doubt.

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Eight years is a long time to go
without speaking to someone.

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Well, in my defense,
a lot of that time,
she was drunk or high,

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but Charlotte says she's --
she's doing really well.

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Says she's sober and that she
has a new project or something.

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You're excited to see her.

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I am, yeah.

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We used to be
really close,

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especially after
we lost her mom.

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You know, when she's
not detonating her life,

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she's actually
really funny.

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She's a lot more fun
than I am.

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[ Both chuckle ]

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Well, I can't wait
to meet her.
[ Doorbell rings ]

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Looks like
you won't have to.

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♪ Yesterday's sun ♪
[ Nick chuckles ]

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♪ Dreamin' 'cause
real life's no fun ♪

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Hey, big brother.

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Sor--
Erica, who's this?

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This is Miles.

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[ Miles coos ]

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My son.

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[ Miles babbles ]

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♪♪

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Yeah.

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Hi.
We want you to know

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exactly what you're
getting yourself into.

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[ Door closes ]

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[ Elevator bell dings ]

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Everyone's fired!

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She doesn't mean it.

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You are a VIP! You should
be in a private room!

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This place looks
like a cattle pen.

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I'm fine.
Mnh.

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I-I told that nurse to put
that IV in your right arm.

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Does anybody talk
to anybody around here?!

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Catherine: Michael,
can I have a word?

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[ Curtis chuckles ]

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Uh, I'm sorry.
My wife, she's...

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A woman who knows
what she wants.

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[ Sighs ]
That's one way to put it.

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What kind of
doctor is she?
You see this?

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Richard: A urologist.
Hm.

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I'm having surgery
for prostate cancer.

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She's antsy.

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Understandable.

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Curtis James.

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Oh, uh...
Richard Webber.

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Catherine: You people
need to communicate!

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I've got, uh,
prostate cancer, too.

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Stage 4.

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It's spread to my spine,

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so they're putting
a catheter in

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to help with the pain.

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I hope it makes you
comfortable.

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I just want to spend
as much quality time

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with my kids as I can.

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Catherine: I said
get him a private room!

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No, no!

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I see Catherine's having
"a word" with Nurse Michael.

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How are you?

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Oh, I'm doing a lot better
than Nurse Michael.

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So I kept my schedule light
in case you need anything.

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Oh, good. I need you
to occupy my wife.

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She's making the staff
nervous.

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I don't need that today.

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How about I round
on your patients?

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Or anything else?

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She's replaced three of
my nurses in half an hour.

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[ Bailey sighs ]
Give me that!

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You all need a better
system for this!

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I'll do my best.

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[ Catherine
speaking indistinctly ]

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Hm.

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Good luck, Richard.

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Catherine:
I'm telling you. It's okay!

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Give the man a VIP room now!

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Meredith: We can put
the baby right here.

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I don't want to
ruin your furniture.

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No, it's okay.
I have three kids

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who have already
taken care of that.

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[ Laughs ]
Barely managing the one.

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And I can take your coat.
Actually, you have two.

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Charlotte's an adult.

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It's a little different.

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Oh, thank God he slept
almost the whole drive here.

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You drove
from Madison?

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Well, you think I'm gonna fly
with a six-week-old?

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Well, I didn't think anything
'cause I didn't know

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there was a baby.

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Yeah, well, I thought
I would surprise you...

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slash I didn't want you
to pass judgment

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on Miles
before you met him.

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Well, I'm not
judging him.

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Does the baby
need anything else?

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No. Thank you.
There's a pacifier.

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I'll find it.
Okay.

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Thank you.

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Who's the father?

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What, are you gonna
beat him up after gym class?

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I'm just asking
who the father is.

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Who's the father?
His name's Ken.

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We dated a little over a year,
and we broke up.

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I broke it off.
It was my decision.

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Oh, okay. Well, as long as
it was your decision.

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Is everybody hungry?
Lunch is ready.

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Thank you so much.

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If he needs a vascular
procedure, he's mine.

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You've had easily 20.

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Sally has done...

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Uh, we were paged
for a consult?

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Uh, Mitch Lau?

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I'm Dr. Millin.
This is Dr. Adams.

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We hear that
you're experiencing

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tingling and weakness
in your left arm?

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Uh, a-and some
occasional sharp pain.

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I teach tennis lessons, so
I get weird shoulder stuff.

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Mind if we examine you?

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Hm. Mm-hmm.

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Have you experienced
anything like this before?

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No, but it said online
that left-arm tingling

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is a sign
of a heart attack?

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Tell me
I'm being paranoid.

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It's better to be safe,

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and we will get you
checked out.

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Right.

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♪♪

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Sorry if this is a little
uncomfortable, Dr. Webber.

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Do whatever
you have to do.

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You're in charge.
I trust you.

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♪♪

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♪♪

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You ready, sir?

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I'm ready.

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I know the drill.
[ Chuckles ]

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[ Monitor beeping ]

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♪♪

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[ Groans softly ]

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♪♪

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Richard: Ten...

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nine...

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[Weakly] ...eight...

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...seven...

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...six...

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♪♪

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♪♪

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♪♪

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♪♪

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Curtis?

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What are you doing here?

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Be straight with me.

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How much longer
do I have?

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It's hard to say.

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[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

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But you're not dying today!
Look, I've got you!

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Someone get me
a defibrillator!

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Man:
You can't save him.

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[ Rapid beeping continues ]

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Dad?

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♪♪

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Richard:
I need a hand here!

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Charles: I told you.
There's nothing you can do.

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Look. I'm a doctor!
I'm not gonna let him just --

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Look.
He has a family!

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Let's charge to 200!
[ Stammers ]

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Make me a new man,
will ya?

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You're not getting
a trim now?

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This man is dying!

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He's already gone.

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Oh, that's not true.
Look. His BP's --

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Those monitors
don't know anything.

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You know, you don't know
what you're talking about.

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Look, he's got metastases
in his spine,

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his lymph nodes,
his bladder.

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They're gonna find it
in his bones next.

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He's been through
chemotherapy,

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hormone therapy,
surgery.

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H-He can't walk
without debilitating pain,

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which is why he's getting
the intrathecal pump.

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But we all know
that's just palliative care.

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There are people
who have survived

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Stage 4
prostate cancer.

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He just needs
one of epi.

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Not enough.
Not him.

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And not me.

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[ Monitor flat-lines ]

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♪♪

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Jules:
Squeeze my hands.

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[ Exhales sharply ]

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Should I tell my boss I'm not
gonna make the lunch shift?

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I didn't know tennis
had a lunch shift.

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Flex your elbows.

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I'm also a server
at Fisherman's Lure.

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The lunch crowds, uh,
tip really well.

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Oh, business lunches.

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Lots of people with
corporate credit cards.

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You waited tables, too?

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No, I have a brother who
stole a corporate credit card.

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He was a generous
tipper, at least.

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They help a lot. I'm a
ride-share driver, too.

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Just trying to get by
since I got laid off.

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Oh, I'm sorry.
Yeah.

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I grew up here
during the tech boom

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when every kid thought
learning to write code

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was a ticket to
a house on Mercer Island

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and a holiday company party
with Sting.

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Well, we all have dreams.

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I started coding
in middle school.

260
00:09:46,211 --> 00:09:48,755
Eventually I got a degree in
computer science with honors.

261
00:09:48,755 --> 00:09:50,340
Then A.I. happened.

262
00:09:50,340 --> 00:09:52,217
I trained a computer
to take my job.

263
00:09:52,217 --> 00:09:53,885
Alright. We're ready
for the chest X-ray.

264
00:09:53,885 --> 00:09:55,345
[ Machine beeping ]

265
00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,809
Alright. He's got an opacity
behind his collarbone.

266
00:10:00,809 --> 00:10:02,811
If it's a mass pressing
on his brachial plexus

267
00:10:02,811 --> 00:10:04,312
or subclavian vein,

268
00:10:04,312 --> 00:10:05,980
that might explain
the tingling in his arm?

269
00:10:05,980 --> 00:10:08,191
I'll call radiology and
page cardiothoracic.

270
00:10:08,191 --> 00:10:09,484
I'm sorry. What's happening?
Not sure yet.

271
00:10:09,484 --> 00:10:11,402
We want to get a CT scan
to find out more.

272
00:10:11,402 --> 00:10:13,321
You might want
to call your boss.

273
00:10:13,321 --> 00:10:16,407
[ Sighs ] Well...
there goes my tips.

274
00:10:16,407 --> 00:10:20,286
Last year, we rebuilt
the residency program

275
00:10:20,286 --> 00:10:22,163
and restored
its reputation.

276
00:10:22,163 --> 00:10:24,207
It's time to level up.

277
00:10:24,207 --> 00:10:28,711
This year, I want to integrate
VR into our skills lab.

278
00:10:28,711 --> 00:10:31,381
And I want to expand
the wellness program

279
00:10:31,381 --> 00:10:34,634
with a meditation area
and more team building.

280
00:10:35,677 --> 00:10:37,387
Sounds good.

281
00:10:37,387 --> 00:10:39,180
And to kick things off,

282
00:10:39,180 --> 00:10:43,142
we'll take the residents on
an all-expenses-paid retreat

283
00:10:43,142 --> 00:10:44,769
on the French Riviera.

284
00:10:44,769 --> 00:10:46,146
Mm-hmm.

285
00:10:46,729 --> 00:10:47,772
[ Sighs ]

286
00:10:49,732 --> 00:10:51,568
I'm sorry.
Did you say something?

287
00:10:51,568 --> 00:10:53,987
I know that you're worried
about Richard's surgery,

288
00:10:53,987 --> 00:10:56,364
but you can trust
his team.

289
00:10:56,364 --> 00:10:57,615
Miranda, please.

290
00:10:57,615 --> 00:10:59,367
I know Richard
is in great hands.

291
00:10:59,367 --> 00:11:00,493
Okay.

292
00:11:00,493 --> 00:11:02,871
Read line 45, page 2.

293
00:11:02,871 --> 00:11:05,373
Uh, Richard's estate plan.
This seems private.

294
00:11:05,373 --> 00:11:07,625
He was updating it
this morning.

295
00:11:07,625 --> 00:11:10,044
He has a burial plot
at Lakeshore.

296
00:11:10,044 --> 00:11:11,588
Well, that's
a nice cemetery.

297
00:11:11,588 --> 00:11:13,298
Next to Adele Webber!

298
00:11:13,298 --> 00:11:16,467
Oh. [Laughs ] So that's
what you're upset about?

299
00:11:16,467 --> 00:11:19,804
The man wants to be buried
next to his dead ex-wife!

300
00:11:19,804 --> 00:11:22,932
Well, technically,
she's not an ex.

301
00:11:22,932 --> 00:11:24,017
I'm his wife now!

302
00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:25,310
Well, what does it matter?

303
00:11:25,310 --> 00:11:26,769
You're all dead.

304
00:11:27,478 --> 00:11:28,938
[ Scoffs ] Are you
and Warren planning

305
00:11:28,938 --> 00:11:30,815
to be buried
next to each other?

306
00:11:30,815 --> 00:11:32,775
No, actually, I'm planning
to be cremated.
[ Groans ]

307
00:11:32,775 --> 00:11:35,695
I am going to sit
in my children's homes

308
00:11:35,695 --> 00:11:38,448
so they have to look at me
before doing anything stupid.

309
00:11:38,448 --> 00:11:41,576
Not me. I want to be
laid in the ground.

310
00:11:41,576 --> 00:11:44,037
Next to the man
I pledged my life to.

311
00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:46,831
Well, you are
Catherine Fox.

312
00:11:46,831 --> 00:11:49,292
If you feel so strongly,
do something.

313
00:11:49,292 --> 00:11:52,378
♪♪

314
00:11:52,378 --> 00:11:53,421
You're right.
Huh.

315
00:11:54,422 --> 00:11:56,883
He wants to be
buried next to Adele?

316
00:11:56,883 --> 00:12:00,053
I'll just buy the damn plot
on the other side. Hm!

317
00:12:00,637 --> 00:12:01,846
[ Stammers ]

318
00:12:01,846 --> 00:12:03,556
Hello? Lakeshore?

319
00:12:03,556 --> 00:12:05,308
You'll need more tests
to be sure,

320
00:12:05,308 --> 00:12:06,684
but it looks like you have

321
00:12:06,684 --> 00:12:09,020
a benign brachial
plexus schwannoma.

322
00:12:09,020 --> 00:12:10,855
The only word
I understood was "benign."

323
00:12:10,855 --> 00:12:12,690
Uh, Dr. Kwan?

324
00:12:12,690 --> 00:12:15,360
Schwannomas are tumors that
develop within the nerves,

325
00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:17,737
so in your case,
you have a large tumor

326
00:12:17,737 --> 00:12:20,198
in the brachial plexus
that is affecting your arm.

327
00:12:20,198 --> 00:12:22,909
Yeah, that's why you feel
occasional pain and tingling.

328
00:12:22,909 --> 00:12:24,911
This could really mess up
my ability to serve.

329
00:12:24,911 --> 00:12:26,329
He teaches
tennis lessons.

330
00:12:26,329 --> 00:12:28,164
I was thinking about
at the restaurant.

331
00:12:28,164 --> 00:12:30,500
-He has a couple of jobs.
-What do I do about it?

332
00:12:30,500 --> 00:12:32,252
Winston: You'll want to
have it surgically removed.

333
00:12:32,252 --> 00:12:34,170
Our cardiothoracic
department will submit

334
00:12:34,170 --> 00:12:36,464
a prior-authorization request
for your insurance,

335
00:12:36,464 --> 00:12:38,967
and once they approve it,
we can schedule a surgery.

336
00:12:38,967 --> 00:12:40,468
Schwannomas
grow slowly,

337
00:12:40,468 --> 00:12:42,178
but eventually
it will destroy the nerve.

338
00:12:42,178 --> 00:12:43,680
You don't want
to ignore it.

339
00:12:43,680 --> 00:12:45,765
[ Scoffs ] Don't think
I could if I wanted to.

340
00:12:45,765 --> 00:12:47,809
Well, it was good
to meet you, Mitch.

341
00:12:49,852 --> 00:12:51,354
H-How long does this

342
00:12:51,354 --> 00:12:53,106
prior-authorization thing
usually take?

343
00:12:53,106 --> 00:12:55,483
Well, I'm not an expert,
but maybe a month

344
00:12:55,483 --> 00:12:58,319
and then another two months
to schedule surgery.

345
00:12:58,319 --> 00:13:00,488
I'm not sure I could work
much longer like this.

346
00:13:00,488 --> 00:13:02,657
Yeah, some patients
apply for disability.

347
00:13:02,657 --> 00:13:04,450
Is that enough
to pay rent?

348
00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:06,077
I don't want to move back
with my parents.

349
00:13:06,077 --> 00:13:07,412
Jules: You can push
your insurance company

350
00:13:07,412 --> 00:13:09,372
to fast-track
the authorization,

351
00:13:09,372 --> 00:13:11,541
and we can submit a
peer-to-peer review for them.

352
00:13:11,541 --> 00:13:13,251
I have a better shot
at winning Wimbledon

353
00:13:13,251 --> 00:13:15,253
than getting past their
automated phone system.

354
00:13:15,253 --> 00:13:18,047
I wish there was more
we could do.

355
00:13:18,047 --> 00:13:20,842
Yeah. The guy who laid me off
said the same thing.

356
00:13:22,176 --> 00:13:24,470
We'll, uh, go get
your paperwork.

357
00:13:25,555 --> 00:13:27,557
Okay. Okay.

358
00:13:27,557 --> 00:13:28,850
♪♪

359
00:13:32,395 --> 00:13:34,022
[Muffled] Oh, my God.

360
00:13:35,398 --> 00:13:37,108
It is so nice to eat
a homemade meal

361
00:13:37,108 --> 00:13:38,735
after two days
of fast food.

362
00:13:39,444 --> 00:13:40,820
Well, there's more
if you want it.

363
00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:42,155
Are you sober?

364
00:13:43,656 --> 00:13:45,366
Nick.
No, it's okay.

365
00:13:45,366 --> 00:13:46,868
I'm surprised you
didn't ask sooner.

366
00:13:46,868 --> 00:13:48,369
Is that a no?
Two years and change.

367
00:13:48,369 --> 00:13:50,580
I go to AA meetings
every week,

368
00:13:50,580 --> 00:13:52,999
and you will be happy to know
I am gainfully employed.

369
00:13:52,999 --> 00:13:54,208
Really?

370
00:13:55,001 --> 00:13:56,544
Where do you work?

371
00:13:56,544 --> 00:13:59,464
I am an office manager
at a law firm downtown.

372
00:13:59,464 --> 00:14:02,091
So, yeah. Although I'm on
maternity leave right now.

373
00:14:02,091 --> 00:14:04,344
But they've been really,
really good to me.

374
00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:06,054
I just -- You know,
I wanted a chance

375
00:14:06,054 --> 00:14:08,097
to be a mom
and to do it right.

376
00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:14,687
Uh, but Miles
is such a good baby.

377
00:14:14,687 --> 00:14:16,105
Ohh. During the day.

378
00:14:16,105 --> 00:14:17,648
At night, it's a whole
different story.

379
00:14:17,648 --> 00:14:18,649
[ Chuckles ]

380
00:14:21,944 --> 00:14:25,281
You know, when my youngest
was a baby,

381
00:14:25,281 --> 00:14:27,116
I used to just have to
put her in the car

382
00:14:27,116 --> 00:14:28,451
and drive around
the neighborhood for hours.

383
00:14:28,451 --> 00:14:30,078
That's the only way
he'll go to sleep.

384
00:14:30,078 --> 00:14:31,537
[ Laughs ]

385
00:14:31,537 --> 00:14:32,997
How old are your kids?

386
00:14:32,997 --> 00:14:37,668
[ Miles crying ]

387
00:14:37,668 --> 00:14:40,129
Oh.
Oh. That is my cue.

388
00:14:40,129 --> 00:14:43,257
Let me get him. It's not
every day I get to hold a baby.

389
00:14:43,257 --> 00:14:45,718
[ Miles crying ]

390
00:14:45,718 --> 00:14:46,844
[ Clears throat ]

391
00:14:48,888 --> 00:14:50,181
She's great.

392
00:14:51,057 --> 00:14:53,267
This place is, like,
just gorgeous.

393
00:14:53,267 --> 00:14:55,728
Hey. Listen. We're not done
talking about you.

394
00:14:55,728 --> 00:14:58,564
Baby, job, sobriety.

395
00:14:58,564 --> 00:15:00,691
Those -- [ Chuckles ]
Those are the headlines.

396
00:15:03,111 --> 00:15:04,403
Do you not believe me?

397
00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:05,613
Do you not see
why I wouldn't?

398
00:15:05,613 --> 00:15:07,031
Well, the last time
I saw you,

399
00:15:07,031 --> 00:15:08,699
you told me to
get my act together,

400
00:15:08,699 --> 00:15:10,118
and so I did,

401
00:15:10,118 --> 00:15:12,703
so now, for the first time
in my entire life,

402
00:15:12,703 --> 00:15:14,080
I have a job with benefits.

403
00:15:14,080 --> 00:15:15,873
I already picked out
a daycare!

404
00:15:15,873 --> 00:15:17,500
I got my act together.

405
00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:19,335
How can you not see
the difference?

406
00:15:19,335 --> 00:15:21,421
Because we have
been here before.

407
00:15:22,797 --> 00:15:24,382
That's why.

408
00:15:24,382 --> 00:15:26,217
[ Scoffs ] Alright.

409
00:15:26,217 --> 00:15:28,177
Where are you going?
To the bathroom.

410
00:15:28,177 --> 00:15:29,804
You want to lock up
your medicine cabinet?

411
00:15:29,804 --> 00:15:31,139
Oh, I already did.

412
00:15:31,139 --> 00:15:32,640
[ Scoffs ]

413
00:15:32,640 --> 00:15:34,934
♪♪

414
00:15:44,110 --> 00:15:46,737
Hey, you know, our patients are
typically inside the hospital.

415
00:15:46,737 --> 00:15:48,364
I'm writing a letter
for Mitch's insurance.

416
00:15:48,364 --> 00:15:49,782
Don't use A.I.

417
00:15:49,782 --> 00:15:51,617
It's what got him into
this awful situation.

418
00:15:51,617 --> 00:15:53,202
Mitch:
Speak to a representative.

419
00:15:54,579 --> 00:15:56,372
[Enunciating]
Representative.

420
00:15:56,372 --> 00:15:57,999
Representative!

421
00:15:59,208 --> 00:16:01,169
What happened
to human contact?

422
00:16:01,169 --> 00:16:03,546
Yeah, I'm surprised you
wouldn't rather talk to robots.

423
00:16:04,464 --> 00:16:06,924
There were a lot of times when
my parents couldn't make rent

424
00:16:06,924 --> 00:16:09,218
or pay for food
or bus passes.

425
00:16:09,218 --> 00:16:10,803
And the only reason
we got by

426
00:16:10,803 --> 00:16:13,055
is because people went out
of their way to help us.

427
00:16:13,055 --> 00:16:14,223
Robots don't care.

428
00:16:14,223 --> 00:16:15,892
I thought the reason
you got by

429
00:16:15,892 --> 00:16:17,268
was 'cause your parents
were low-key hustlers.

430
00:16:17,268 --> 00:16:18,853
That, too.

431
00:16:18,853 --> 00:16:20,438
His pain will be
ten times worse

432
00:16:20,438 --> 00:16:21,939
by the time
he gets approved.

433
00:16:21,939 --> 00:16:23,316
If he gets approved.

434
00:16:23,316 --> 00:16:25,484
Yeah, and the irony
is that by then

435
00:16:25,484 --> 00:16:27,612
it could be emergent,
and the insurance would
have to cover it anyway.

436
00:16:29,780 --> 00:16:32,241
I think I have an idea
on how we can help him.

437
00:16:32,241 --> 00:16:33,868
Uh, one of your
parents' schemes?

438
00:16:33,868 --> 00:16:35,661
No. This one's inspired
by my friend Sally.

439
00:16:35,661 --> 00:16:37,580
Mitch: No.
Please don't transfer me!

440
00:16:37,580 --> 00:16:38,623
Jules: Uh, Mitch.

441
00:16:39,874 --> 00:16:41,792
They've got me
on a 30-second loop

442
00:16:41,792 --> 00:16:44,295
of Vivaldi's
"Four Seasons."

443
00:16:44,295 --> 00:16:45,880
Play the whole damn thing,
why don't you?

444
00:16:45,880 --> 00:16:47,924
Are you sure about this?

445
00:16:47,924 --> 00:16:49,717
Why wouldn't I be?
'Cause you could wait

446
00:16:49,717 --> 00:16:51,886
and discuss this
with Richard.

447
00:16:51,886 --> 00:16:54,263
Miranda, burial plots
are like prostates.

448
00:16:54,263 --> 00:16:57,099
Once they're gone,
they're gone.

449
00:16:57,099 --> 00:16:59,101
Can't say I ever
thought of it that way.

450
00:16:59,101 --> 00:17:02,438
I can always sell it
if I change my mind.

451
00:17:02,438 --> 00:17:04,898
Property with a lake view
is always a good investment.

452
00:17:04,898 --> 00:17:09,319
I just don't want your plans
for death to get in the way

453
00:17:09,319 --> 00:17:11,321
of you being there
for Richard now.

454
00:17:11,321 --> 00:17:14,492
I have no trouble
multitasking, dear.

455
00:17:14,492 --> 00:17:17,994
I just think that you might
want to make this decision

456
00:17:17,994 --> 00:17:20,122
with Richard...

457
00:17:20,122 --> 00:17:22,124
rather than while
he's under anesthesia.

458
00:17:22,124 --> 00:17:25,877
Hello? Yes, Lakeshore.
I am still here.

459
00:17:25,877 --> 00:17:27,296
One moment. Miranda.

460
00:17:27,296 --> 00:17:28,881
Huh?
[Quietly] Go, go, go, go.

461
00:17:28,881 --> 00:17:30,049
Come on, honey.

462
00:17:31,092 --> 00:17:33,594
Ooh, that man owes me.

463
00:17:33,594 --> 00:17:35,263
Yes, this is
Catherine Fox.

464
00:17:41,978 --> 00:17:43,813
Have a seat.

465
00:17:43,813 --> 00:17:45,565
Get a trim.

466
00:17:45,565 --> 00:17:47,567
And fill me in
on your life.

467
00:17:48,693 --> 00:17:51,529
A man just died there!

468
00:17:51,529 --> 00:17:52,863
Suit yourself.

469
00:17:55,283 --> 00:17:57,994
Are we really not
gonna talk about it?

470
00:17:57,994 --> 00:18:00,830
Dwelling on unpleasantries
won't bring him back.

471
00:18:02,039 --> 00:18:03,457
I meant you.

472
00:18:03,457 --> 00:18:05,042
Well, it won't
bring me back, either.

473
00:18:06,794 --> 00:18:08,212
I've got it now.

474
00:18:08,713 --> 00:18:10,756
That's why I'm here.

475
00:18:10,756 --> 00:18:13,759
Eh, if you're hoping for some
father-son bonding over this,

476
00:18:13,759 --> 00:18:15,386
that's --
that's not happening.

477
00:18:15,386 --> 00:18:17,722
I wanted to know
your experience.

478
00:18:17,722 --> 00:18:19,223
You never said much.

479
00:18:19,223 --> 00:18:20,808
Because it's
a private matter.

480
00:18:20,808 --> 00:18:23,603
We're family, and family
shouldn't have to suffer alone.

481
00:18:23,603 --> 00:18:26,022
I wasn't suffering.
I was stoic.

482
00:18:26,022 --> 00:18:28,024
That's how
Webber men do it.

483
00:18:28,024 --> 00:18:29,984
Yeah, I remember
how you snapped at me

484
00:18:29,984 --> 00:18:32,111
for not holding it together
at Mom's funeral.

485
00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:33,946
Is there a problem
with that?

486
00:18:33,946 --> 00:18:35,364
I was 10!

487
00:18:36,532 --> 00:18:38,868
I had feelings.
I wanted you to talk to me.

488
00:18:38,868 --> 00:18:40,536
And now you want to
dredge up the past.

489
00:18:40,536 --> 00:18:42,580
Alright, alright. Then
let's talk about how you --

490
00:18:42,580 --> 00:18:44,415
how you used to do that --

491
00:18:44,415 --> 00:18:46,500
that Johnson boy's
math homework

492
00:18:46,500 --> 00:18:49,378
so he wouldn't beat you up
after school.

493
00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:52,048
Or when you tried
to kiss Mary Hodge

494
00:18:52,048 --> 00:18:55,051
at the junior-high dance,
but she turned,

495
00:18:55,051 --> 00:18:56,469
and you ended up
with your lips

496
00:18:56,469 --> 00:18:58,346
pressed against
her shoulder.

497
00:18:58,346 --> 00:19:00,556
How do you know
all these things?

498
00:19:00,556 --> 00:19:02,475
This is your dream, man.

499
00:19:02,475 --> 00:19:03,684
This is all you.

500
00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:08,356
Still want to
talk about this?

501
00:19:08,356 --> 00:19:15,071
♪♪

502
00:19:15,071 --> 00:19:17,948
Can you...
clean me up?

503
00:19:17,948 --> 00:19:19,533
Yeah.
That's more like it.

504
00:19:21,661 --> 00:19:24,997
Now, tell me.
What have I missed?

505
00:19:24,997 --> 00:19:27,625
♪♪

506
00:19:27,625 --> 00:19:28,876
I have a daughter.

507
00:19:30,127 --> 00:19:31,879
Her name is Margaret.

508
00:19:31,879 --> 00:19:34,090
Or Maggie.

509
00:19:34,090 --> 00:19:35,466
She's brilliant.

510
00:19:35,466 --> 00:19:36,634
[ Chuckles ]

511
00:19:36,634 --> 00:19:41,555
♪♪

512
00:19:41,555 --> 00:19:43,307
[ Indistinct whispering ]

513
00:19:43,307 --> 00:19:45,393
So it looks like a lipoma.

514
00:19:45,393 --> 00:19:49,480
Yeah, we should, um, probably
get a CT scan of this.

515
00:19:50,439 --> 00:19:51,190
Here we go.

516
00:19:53,150 --> 00:19:56,112
Oh, hey. Uh, excuse me.
I-I need help.

517
00:19:56,112 --> 00:19:57,988
I have a tumor
in my upper chest,

518
00:19:57,988 --> 00:20:00,074
and I started having

519
00:20:00,074 --> 00:20:03,494
acute onset severe pain
and weakness in my arm.

520
00:20:03,494 --> 00:20:05,830
Simone: Oh, I can help you.
Mister...

521
00:20:09,667 --> 00:20:12,128
Lau. Mitch Lau.

522
00:20:12,128 --> 00:20:13,546
I was here
this morning.

523
00:20:13,546 --> 00:20:15,047
I-I should be
in the system.

524
00:20:15,047 --> 00:20:17,717
Ah. Follow me.
Mitch: Okay.

525
00:20:17,717 --> 00:20:19,427
Simone: And when did
your pain get worse?

526
00:20:19,427 --> 00:20:22,304
It's onset, so, uh...

527
00:20:22,304 --> 00:20:24,098
Jules: What do we do?

528
00:20:26,976 --> 00:20:29,437
She couldn't even get through
lunch without blowing up.

529
00:20:29,437 --> 00:20:31,981
Yeah, but you jumped
on her about the baby.

530
00:20:31,981 --> 00:20:34,650
Because I didn't know
there was a baby.

531
00:20:34,650 --> 00:20:35,901
[ Miles cooing ]

532
00:20:37,236 --> 00:20:39,447
She always used to do this
when we were kids.

533
00:20:39,447 --> 00:20:40,698
Have secret babies?

534
00:20:40,698 --> 00:20:43,659
No. Bury the lede.

535
00:20:43,659 --> 00:20:45,369
She can never just say,
"Hey, I lost your jacket,"

536
00:20:45,369 --> 00:20:47,455
or "I got a parking ticket
with your car,"

537
00:20:47,455 --> 00:20:48,914
or "I'm dating a guy
you hate on the swim team."

538
00:20:48,914 --> 00:20:50,791
[ Miles fussing ]
I know, dude.

539
00:20:50,791 --> 00:20:52,877
Then you'd find out, and she'd
act like you were the idiot

540
00:20:52,877 --> 00:20:54,253
for thinking
she should have told you.

541
00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:56,172
Would you have been
any less mad?

542
00:20:56,172 --> 00:20:58,299
I don't know. I never got
the chance to find out.

543
00:20:58,299 --> 00:21:00,342
I mean, what did she think
was gonna happen here?

544
00:21:00,342 --> 00:21:01,927
Maybe that you'd
fall in love with him

545
00:21:01,927 --> 00:21:04,138
and support her
as a new mom.

546
00:21:06,766 --> 00:21:09,435
You were genuinely excited
about her visit this morning.

547
00:21:10,519 --> 00:21:13,606
Maybe let's not
jump to conclusions.

548
00:21:14,356 --> 00:21:15,983
People can start over.

549
00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:17,276
Amelia did.

550
00:21:17,276 --> 00:21:18,986
Erica is not Amelia.

551
00:21:19,862 --> 00:21:21,697
Well--
[ Door closes ]

552
00:21:21,697 --> 00:21:23,282
What was that?

553
00:21:24,492 --> 00:21:25,910
[ Engine starts ]

554
00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:27,495
[ Miles cooing ]
Hang in there, bud.

555
00:21:27,495 --> 00:21:30,748
♪♪

556
00:21:30,748 --> 00:21:32,708
Her car is gone.

557
00:21:32,708 --> 00:21:36,295
♪♪

558
00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:37,797
[ Exhales heavily ]

559
00:21:46,388 --> 00:21:49,600
Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Dhaliwal to Ophthalmology.

560
00:21:49,600 --> 00:21:51,644
Dr. Rami Dhaliwal
to Ophthalmology.

561
00:21:51,644 --> 00:21:53,145
Simone: Okay.
One more time for me.

562
00:21:53,145 --> 00:21:54,647
Mitch: Okay.
[ Inhales deeply ]

563
00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:56,482
You know, I'm so sorry.
I'll be right back.

564
00:21:56,482 --> 00:21:57,525
Mm-hmm.

565
00:21:59,276 --> 00:22:00,611
Hey. I'm examining
a patient.

566
00:22:00,611 --> 00:22:02,488
Yeah, we know.
We saw him this morning.

567
00:22:02,488 --> 00:22:04,073
Yeah, and we think that
Beckman should do the consult.

568
00:22:04,073 --> 00:22:05,282
Oh, Ndugu
already saw him.

569
00:22:05,282 --> 00:22:06,617
Which is why we think
it would be good

570
00:22:06,617 --> 00:22:09,453
to have a second opinion
like Beckman's.

571
00:22:09,453 --> 00:22:10,621
Stop being weird.

572
00:22:10,621 --> 00:22:11,872
Jules: Ndugu submitted
Mitch's case

573
00:22:11,872 --> 00:22:13,541
to his insurance
for approval.

574
00:22:13,541 --> 00:22:14,834
But that takes time.
Mitch doesn't have time.

575
00:22:14,834 --> 00:22:16,210
So he's faking it?

576
00:22:16,210 --> 00:22:18,212
-No.
-No, no. The arm pain is real.

577
00:22:18,212 --> 00:22:20,839
He has a large schwannoma
in his brachial plexus.

578
00:22:20,839 --> 00:22:22,716
He was laid off, and
he's doing a bunch of jobs

579
00:22:22,716 --> 00:22:24,301
that require the use
of his arm.

580
00:22:24,301 --> 00:22:26,637
If he doesn't work,
he doesn't get paid.

581
00:22:26,637 --> 00:22:29,306
So you told him
to fudge his symptoms?

582
00:22:29,306 --> 00:22:30,891
Who came up
with this plan?

583
00:22:30,891 --> 00:22:32,601
[ Sighs ]
Sally.

584
00:22:33,435 --> 00:22:34,812
Can you just
play along, please?

585
00:22:34,812 --> 00:22:36,522
I don't think I can.

586
00:22:36,522 --> 00:22:38,607
I'm a terrible liar,
and I...think it's too late.

587
00:22:39,817 --> 00:22:41,861
You called
for a consult?

588
00:22:41,861 --> 00:22:43,779
Wasn't this guy here
already today?

589
00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:46,115
Yeah, he's got a benign
brachial plexus schwannoma.

590
00:22:46,115 --> 00:22:49,660
Yes. He came back with
acute onset severe pain.

591
00:22:49,660 --> 00:22:51,579
I think his tumor
might have ruptured?

592
00:22:51,579 --> 00:22:53,080
Okay. I'll take a look.

593
00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:55,624
Simone: Oh -- Sorry.

594
00:22:55,624 --> 00:22:57,209
Mitch:
Nice to see you guys again.

595
00:22:59,003 --> 00:23:01,380
Lucas: She is a really
terrible liar.

596
00:23:02,131 --> 00:23:04,967
Just smile and nod.
Just smile and nod.

597
00:23:04,967 --> 00:23:07,428
Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Mia Marcozzi to Neurology.

598
00:23:07,428 --> 00:23:09,888
I don't know where you are.
I don't know what you're doing.

599
00:23:09,888 --> 00:23:12,141
But you need to
get back here right now.

600
00:23:14,852 --> 00:23:17,688
[ Sighs ] God.

601
00:23:17,688 --> 00:23:19,648
I can't believe
this is happening again.

602
00:23:19,648 --> 00:23:21,692
Every time.
Every time.

603
00:23:21,692 --> 00:23:23,652
I-I want her
to be okay so badly,

604
00:23:23,652 --> 00:23:25,362
I ignore
all of the red flags.

605
00:23:25,362 --> 00:23:26,947
She's only been gone
a few minutes.

606
00:23:26,947 --> 00:23:28,782
Yeah, well,
this is how it starts.

607
00:23:28,782 --> 00:23:30,618
Well, should we go
look for her?

608
00:23:30,618 --> 00:23:32,703
Honestly, I-I wouldn't
even know where to begin.

609
00:23:33,579 --> 00:23:36,081
Well, when Amelia's feeling
anxious, she goes to a meeting.

610
00:23:36,081 --> 00:23:38,959
Yeah, or we could just go to
every bar in a 10-mile radius.

611
00:23:38,959 --> 00:23:40,461
I'm just trying to help.

612
00:23:40,461 --> 00:23:41,879
[Softly] Well, you're not.

613
00:23:41,879 --> 00:23:43,213
You don't know her.

614
00:23:44,548 --> 00:23:45,883
Now where are you going?

615
00:23:45,883 --> 00:23:47,509
Gonna go get some more
diapers and formula.

616
00:23:47,509 --> 00:23:49,261
There's diapers
and formula in the bag.

617
00:23:49,261 --> 00:23:50,971
I'm guessing
it won't be enough.

618
00:23:50,971 --> 00:23:54,808
♪♪

619
00:23:54,808 --> 00:23:56,018
[ Both chuckle ]

620
00:23:56,018 --> 00:23:57,519
She sounds like
a spitfire.

621
00:23:57,519 --> 00:23:59,188
Oh, she is.

622
00:23:59,188 --> 00:24:02,399
She has our hands
and Mom's stubborn streak.

623
00:24:02,399 --> 00:24:04,693
Ah, I believe you also
got that streak.

624
00:24:04,693 --> 00:24:06,445
[ Both chuckle ]

625
00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:07,571
And she's pregnant.

626
00:24:08,572 --> 00:24:10,157
It's a boy.

627
00:24:10,157 --> 00:24:12,034
Ah. Another
Webber man.

628
00:24:12,034 --> 00:24:14,286
Well, actually,
he's a Pierce.

629
00:24:14,286 --> 00:24:16,580
Ah, he's got our genes.
[ Chuckles ]

630
00:24:16,580 --> 00:24:18,457
Congratulations, Grandpa.

631
00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:20,834
[ Sighs ]

632
00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:23,337
[ Clippers buzzing ]

633
00:24:23,337 --> 00:24:24,463
This is nice.

634
00:24:24,463 --> 00:24:25,589
Told ya.

635
00:24:28,550 --> 00:24:29,843
You know...

636
00:24:29,843 --> 00:24:32,346
Maggie needs to know this.

637
00:24:32,346 --> 00:24:34,848
[ Monitor beeping ]

638
00:24:34,848 --> 00:24:37,434
Wh--
Can you repeat that?

639
00:24:37,434 --> 00:24:40,604
Uh, she should know about
our family history in case

640
00:24:40,604 --> 00:24:44,149
her son has a higher risk
of prostate cancer.

641
00:24:44,149 --> 00:24:45,651
What?

642
00:24:45,651 --> 00:24:47,945
You know, I'm gonna
unplug this thing.

643
00:24:47,945 --> 00:24:51,156
[ Monitor beeping loudly ]

644
00:24:51,156 --> 00:24:53,033
I-I don't understand!

645
00:24:53,033 --> 00:24:54,410
This noise.
It doesn't bother you?

646
00:24:54,410 --> 00:24:57,621
You're too sensitive.
Relax.

647
00:24:57,621 --> 00:24:59,248
Come on, now.
Sit down.

648
00:25:00,582 --> 00:25:02,459
Close your eyes.

649
00:25:02,459 --> 00:25:04,253
[ Beeping continues ]

650
00:25:04,253 --> 00:25:11,260
♪♪

651
00:25:11,260 --> 00:25:14,888
♪♪

652
00:25:14,888 --> 00:25:16,515
[ Clippers buzzing ]

653
00:25:17,891 --> 00:25:19,143
[ Sharp ringing ]

654
00:25:19,143 --> 00:25:20,477
Ah! It's getting worse!

655
00:25:22,896 --> 00:25:24,606
It doesn't go away.

656
00:25:26,066 --> 00:25:29,653
But eventually
you'll stop hearing it.

657
00:25:29,653 --> 00:25:34,825
♪♪

658
00:25:34,825 --> 00:25:38,078
♪♪

659
00:25:40,039 --> 00:25:41,749
So what do you --
what do you think?

660
00:25:41,749 --> 00:25:45,127
Well, all signs point to
a possible intratumoral bleed.

661
00:25:45,127 --> 00:25:47,463
Except one. Kwan?

662
00:25:47,463 --> 00:25:49,882
The CT we did earlier
that didn't show any bleeding?

663
00:25:49,882 --> 00:25:51,383
Bingo. Do you think
there's a chance

664
00:25:51,383 --> 00:25:52,926
that he's exaggerating
his pain?

665
00:25:52,926 --> 00:25:54,136
I don't think so.

666
00:25:55,429 --> 00:25:58,766
I mean, I-I guess
it's possible.

667
00:25:58,766 --> 00:26:00,768
Can't symptoms
escalate pretty quickly

668
00:26:00,768 --> 00:26:03,103
if, uh, the tumor
suddenly bleeds?

669
00:26:03,103 --> 00:26:04,646
They could, yeah.
Okay.

670
00:26:04,646 --> 00:26:07,316
Do we really want to
question his pain level?

671
00:26:10,527 --> 00:26:12,529
Okay. Book an O.R.,
and I'll meet you there.

672
00:26:12,529 --> 00:26:13,614
Yeah.
That's a good call.

673
00:26:13,614 --> 00:26:14,990
'Cause even
a benign tumor

674
00:26:14,990 --> 00:26:16,325
can be dangerous
if it expands rapidly

675
00:26:16,325 --> 00:26:17,576
or if there's sudden
internal bleeding --

676
00:26:17,576 --> 00:26:19,912
Cut the crap.
I know what you're doing.

677
00:26:19,912 --> 00:26:21,413
Adams and Millin, too.

678
00:26:21,413 --> 00:26:23,332
His tumor could destroy
the brachial plexus.

679
00:26:23,332 --> 00:26:24,750
He could lose function
of his arm.

680
00:26:24,750 --> 00:26:26,376
I am already
in hot water with Bailey

681
00:26:26,376 --> 00:26:28,212
for going rogue
this year, okay?

682
00:26:28,212 --> 00:26:30,172
I cannot be
a part of this.

683
00:26:30,172 --> 00:26:31,924
And you better
be smarter about it, too.

684
00:26:31,924 --> 00:26:33,717
I won't save your asses
twice.

685
00:26:33,717 --> 00:26:36,970
♪♪

686
00:26:42,267 --> 00:26:44,728
I had to go to
two different stores

687
00:26:44,728 --> 00:26:46,438
to find
the right size diapers.

688
00:26:46,438 --> 00:26:50,025
I got formula,
glass bottles, wipes.

689
00:26:50,025 --> 00:26:51,276
How is he?
How's Miles?

690
00:26:51,276 --> 00:26:52,277
He's fine.

691
00:26:54,613 --> 00:26:56,365
Okay.
Mer, I'm sorry.

692
00:26:56,365 --> 00:26:58,450
I just -- I just --
I had to get out.

693
00:26:58,450 --> 00:27:01,578
I had to wrap my head
around her abandoning ship.

694
00:27:01,578 --> 00:27:03,831
Well, that seems
to run in the family.

695
00:27:05,207 --> 00:27:07,543
Can you not do that?
Can you not equate us?

696
00:27:07,543 --> 00:27:09,253
You know, I told you
I was going to the store.

697
00:27:09,253 --> 00:27:10,712
Meanwhile,
she's a human tornado

698
00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:12,422
that swoops in
and destroys my life.

699
00:27:12,422 --> 00:27:13,882
Not if you don't let her.

700
00:27:13,882 --> 00:27:15,467
You think I can control
what she does?

701
00:27:15,467 --> 00:27:17,636
I think you can control
the way you react to her.

702
00:27:18,470 --> 00:27:22,391
She's a new mother,
and she's probably exhausted.

703
00:27:22,391 --> 00:27:24,476
And your life looks
pretty intact to me.

704
00:27:24,476 --> 00:27:26,687
So why don't you
just take a beat

705
00:27:26,687 --> 00:27:28,522
and not rush
to assumptions?

706
00:27:30,899 --> 00:27:33,193
[ Sighs ]
Yes. Sure.

707
00:27:33,193 --> 00:27:35,195
But you have to
understand, Mer.

708
00:27:36,238 --> 00:27:37,823
Before she left me
with Charlotte,

709
00:27:37,823 --> 00:27:39,241
I was gaining respect
as an attending

710
00:27:39,241 --> 00:27:41,243
at a prestigious
hospital.

711
00:27:41,243 --> 00:27:43,162
I had just put an offer
on a house.

712
00:27:43,162 --> 00:27:44,454
I bought a ring.

713
00:27:47,833 --> 00:27:49,835
You've never mentioned
that you were engaged.

714
00:27:49,835 --> 00:27:51,378
I wasn't engaged.

715
00:27:51,378 --> 00:27:53,422
She left before I had
a chance to propose.

716
00:27:53,422 --> 00:27:55,048
Becoming a parent
to a 10-year-old

717
00:27:55,048 --> 00:27:56,842
wasn't part of
Ashley's plan, alright?

718
00:27:58,927 --> 00:28:01,763
It doesn't matter.
The truth is, I'm scared.

719
00:28:01,763 --> 00:28:03,891
I'm scared, alright?

720
00:28:03,891 --> 00:28:05,642
I love this life
we're building.

721
00:28:05,642 --> 00:28:08,604
Me, you, the kids, our work.
I don't want to lose it.

722
00:28:08,604 --> 00:28:11,523
Do you understand that?
I don't want to lose it.

723
00:28:11,523 --> 00:28:14,192
Well, you're in luck because
I don't scare that easily.

724
00:28:15,068 --> 00:28:17,988
So whatever it is,
we'll figure it out together.

725
00:28:19,323 --> 00:28:20,824
[ Doorbell rings ]

726
00:28:20,824 --> 00:28:27,664
♪♪

727
00:28:27,664 --> 00:28:28,749
Hi.

728
00:28:28,749 --> 00:28:33,754
♪♪

729
00:28:33,754 --> 00:28:35,088
Winston: More suction.

730
00:28:35,088 --> 00:28:36,548
Kwan, tell me
what you see.

731
00:28:36,548 --> 00:28:38,342
Blue: The schwannoma
is well encapsulated.

732
00:28:38,342 --> 00:28:40,677
There is a lot of
cystic degeneration,

733
00:28:40,677 --> 00:28:42,971
but it looks like
the nerve is intact.

734
00:28:42,971 --> 00:28:44,598
Correct. And?

735
00:28:44,598 --> 00:28:46,433
He'll be back
to playing tennis soon?

736
00:28:46,433 --> 00:28:48,101
There's no internal bleeding.
Do either of you see

737
00:28:48,101 --> 00:28:50,145
any hemorrhaging
around the nearby vessels?

738
00:28:52,231 --> 00:28:53,148
Simone: No.
Blue: Nothing.

739
00:28:53,148 --> 00:28:54,274
That's right.

740
00:28:54,274 --> 00:28:55,525
Given the amount
of pain he had,

741
00:28:55,525 --> 00:28:57,110
something's
not adding up.

742
00:28:57,110 --> 00:28:58,862
Griffith, any ideas?

743
00:28:58,862 --> 00:29:00,239
Could the tumor
have been trapped

744
00:29:00,239 --> 00:29:01,531
between the
scalene muscles?

745
00:29:01,531 --> 00:29:03,325
That is possible,
but not likely.

746
00:29:03,325 --> 00:29:04,785
How'd he describe
his pain?

747
00:29:04,785 --> 00:29:06,828
He said he had
acute onset severe pain

748
00:29:06,828 --> 00:29:08,664
and weakness
in his arm.

749
00:29:08,664 --> 00:29:11,208
Or -- Or something like that.
Do you need suction?

750
00:29:13,460 --> 00:29:16,171
Okay. Let's place a drain
and finish this up.

751
00:29:16,171 --> 00:29:18,340
And someone tell Millin
I want to talk with her.

752
00:29:20,008 --> 00:29:21,426
W-Why do you need her?

753
00:29:21,426 --> 00:29:23,178
'Cause I have
a few questions.

754
00:29:23,178 --> 00:29:26,598
♪♪

755
00:29:26,598 --> 00:29:29,393
Ah, it looks like Richard
will be out of surgery soon.

756
00:29:29,393 --> 00:29:31,228
Okay. Thank you.

757
00:29:31,228 --> 00:29:33,021
♪ If I got a door... ♪

758
00:29:33,021 --> 00:29:34,356
Oh, you didn't
get the plot?

759
00:29:34,356 --> 00:29:37,192
[ Sighs ] It already
belongs to someone.

760
00:29:37,192 --> 00:29:39,778
I tried to buy them out,
but it turns out

761
00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:42,656
that their family has been
dying there for generations.

762
00:29:42,656 --> 00:29:45,867
You know, the vow is
"'til death do us part."

763
00:29:45,867 --> 00:29:47,786
Oh, I know.
I've said it twice.

764
00:29:47,786 --> 00:29:49,621
And twice
it didn't stick.

765
00:29:49,621 --> 00:29:51,373
Mnh.

766
00:29:51,373 --> 00:29:55,168
You know, when
I was divorcing Robert,

767
00:29:55,168 --> 00:29:59,089
he said to me that I was...
a hard woman to love.

768
00:29:59,089 --> 00:30:00,966
Well, that's
a horrible thing to say.

769
00:30:00,966 --> 00:30:02,551
He wasn't wrong.

770
00:30:02,551 --> 00:30:05,095
So I just poured my heart

771
00:30:05,095 --> 00:30:08,724
into raising Jackson
and my career.

772
00:30:10,225 --> 00:30:13,437
I had a couple of...
memorable entanglements.

773
00:30:13,437 --> 00:30:15,063
We don't need the details.

774
00:30:15,063 --> 00:30:18,150
The more time went on,
the more finding true love

775
00:30:18,150 --> 00:30:21,820
just seemed like
a thing of the past.

776
00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:23,655
And then I met Richard.

777
00:30:24,948 --> 00:30:26,658
I met Richard, and...

778
00:30:27,534 --> 00:30:30,203
all I could see
was our future.

779
00:30:30,203 --> 00:30:31,663
♪ The sound, it echoes... ♪

780
00:30:31,663 --> 00:30:34,583
Places we'd go.
Things we'd see.

781
00:30:34,583 --> 00:30:36,126
What we'd say to each other.

782
00:30:36,126 --> 00:30:38,211
I didn't have
an exact list.

783
00:30:38,211 --> 00:30:42,591
I just knew that I wanted to
experience everything with him.

784
00:30:44,259 --> 00:30:46,386
And whatever time
we had left would...

785
00:30:48,096 --> 00:30:49,556
...would never be enough.

786
00:30:49,556 --> 00:30:52,017
♪♪

787
00:30:52,017 --> 00:30:55,020
That's why unity in death...

788
00:30:57,064 --> 00:30:58,774
...gives me peace.

789
00:31:00,192 --> 00:31:01,902
Oh, that's lovely.

790
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:06,323
But maybe you can
find that peace...

791
00:31:06,323 --> 00:31:09,409
without having to be buried
right next to him.

792
00:31:09,409 --> 00:31:15,123
♪♪

793
00:31:15,123 --> 00:31:17,250
Miranda, what --

794
00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:20,921
what service are you using
for your cremation?

795
00:31:21,838 --> 00:31:24,549
I'd like to do that.

796
00:31:24,549 --> 00:31:26,259
Well, there you go!

797
00:31:26,259 --> 00:31:29,096
And spread my ashes
all on top of Richard's grave.

798
00:31:29,096 --> 00:31:31,056
Wh--
I'll be closer to him
than Adele. Oh!

799
00:31:31,056 --> 00:31:32,557
That is not
what I meant.

800
00:31:32,557 --> 00:31:35,268
This makes me feel
so much better. Thank you!

801
00:31:36,895 --> 00:31:39,940
Okay. When can I go
see my husband?

802
00:31:39,940 --> 00:31:41,858
Stop poking at me!
When did this happen?

803
00:31:41,858 --> 00:31:44,736
It doesn't matter.
It is what it is.

804
00:31:44,736 --> 00:31:46,113
You distracted me.

805
00:31:46,113 --> 00:31:48,365
Why did you let me
just gab on and on?

806
00:31:48,365 --> 00:31:49,741
We were both
having a good time.

807
00:31:49,741 --> 00:31:51,785
We could have had more time
if you'd said something.

808
00:31:51,785 --> 00:31:53,537
I am a doctor.

809
00:31:53,537 --> 00:31:55,122
Are you saying
this was my fault?

810
00:31:55,122 --> 00:31:56,706
You knew I chose
this profession

811
00:31:56,706 --> 00:31:58,083
to help people like Mom.

812
00:31:58,083 --> 00:31:59,709
Dad, why didn't you
let me help you?

813
00:31:59,709 --> 00:32:01,795
So now I robbed you of your
chance to play the hero, huh?

814
00:32:01,795 --> 00:32:03,630
I didn't say that.

815
00:32:03,630 --> 00:32:05,257
Look, you saw
how I couldn't

816
00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:07,175
get through a meal
without my back hurting.

817
00:32:07,175 --> 00:32:08,844
You saw how many times
I went to the restroom

818
00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:11,263
when we watched football
on Thanksgiving.

819
00:32:11,263 --> 00:32:15,142
I didn't know those could be
symptoms of cancer.

820
00:32:15,142 --> 00:32:16,351
And you did.

821
00:32:17,811 --> 00:32:20,313
You're the doctor. You could
have said something, too.

822
00:32:20,313 --> 00:32:23,608
♪ I finally like what I see ♪

823
00:32:30,198 --> 00:32:31,908
So where were you?

824
00:32:31,908 --> 00:32:34,369
I went for a drive, and
I-I called my sponsor,

825
00:32:34,369 --> 00:32:36,329
you know, which I probably
should have done

826
00:32:36,329 --> 00:32:37,372
before I drove
all the way up here.

827
00:32:37,372 --> 00:32:38,748
You were gone
for two hours.

828
00:32:38,748 --> 00:32:40,167
Yeah.
I also took a nap.

829
00:32:40,167 --> 00:32:42,502
Alright? I -- I am
so sleep-deprived.

830
00:32:42,502 --> 00:32:44,296
And I'm -- I'm not
thinking clearly.

831
00:32:44,296 --> 00:32:45,755
Yeah, or at all.

832
00:32:45,755 --> 00:32:47,382
[ Scoffs ]

833
00:32:47,382 --> 00:32:49,009
I know that
you're freaked out

834
00:32:49,009 --> 00:32:50,677
because of what happened
with Charlotte.

835
00:32:50,677 --> 00:32:53,180
I am telling you, I am not
that person anymore.

836
00:32:53,180 --> 00:32:55,265
Well, you're doing a good job
of acting like it.

837
00:32:55,265 --> 00:32:56,558
You're the one
who hasn't changed.

838
00:32:56,558 --> 00:32:57,976
I mean, you refuse
to see me as anything

839
00:32:57,976 --> 00:32:59,769
other than your
messed-up little sister.

840
00:32:59,769 --> 00:33:01,313
You lied about
having a baby.

841
00:33:01,313 --> 00:33:02,647
Then you show up here,

842
00:33:02,647 --> 00:33:04,441
and you're acting
like it's no big deal.

843
00:33:04,441 --> 00:33:05,859
Okay. You want to know
what happened?

844
00:33:05,859 --> 00:33:07,194
You want to
know the truth?

845
00:33:08,653 --> 00:33:10,822
A couple nights ago,
I was driving Miles around

846
00:33:10,822 --> 00:33:12,365
to get him to sleep.

847
00:33:13,366 --> 00:33:15,410
And he was screaming
so loud,

848
00:33:15,410 --> 00:33:18,038
I couldn't even
hear myself think.

849
00:33:18,038 --> 00:33:20,248
And before I knew it,
I was pulling

850
00:33:20,248 --> 00:33:23,043
into the parking lot
of Ron's Tavern.

851
00:33:24,711 --> 00:33:28,048
And I sat there for 10 minutes
staring at that door.

852
00:33:30,509 --> 00:33:33,011
I knew if I walked in
there'd be no turning back.

853
00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:35,180
So I started driving
and I came here.

854
00:33:36,848 --> 00:33:40,435
I thought you'd be able to
help me figure things out.

855
00:33:44,064 --> 00:33:45,857
I-I thought if I told you
about him,

856
00:33:45,857 --> 00:33:47,776
you would just
start yelling at me.

857
00:33:47,776 --> 00:33:48,944
You know, the conversation
would be over

858
00:33:48,944 --> 00:33:50,237
before it started.

859
00:33:56,826 --> 00:33:58,495
I'm gonna go get Miles,

860
00:33:58,495 --> 00:34:00,080
and we're gonna let you
get back to your life.

861
00:34:00,080 --> 00:34:01,539
No. Wait. It's okay.
J-Just wait. Please.

862
00:34:01,539 --> 00:34:03,959
Can you j-just s-sit down?
Where you gonna go?

863
00:34:03,959 --> 00:34:05,293
I'll find a hotel.
No.

864
00:34:06,586 --> 00:34:07,379
Just...

865
00:34:09,172 --> 00:34:10,632
Stay.

866
00:34:10,632 --> 00:34:11,716
You know. Stay here.

867
00:34:11,716 --> 00:34:13,760
We can...talk.

868
00:34:15,887 --> 00:34:17,889
We can figure things out.

869
00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:20,058
I've already imposed on
you and Meredith enough.

870
00:34:20,058 --> 00:34:22,185
No. Are you kidding?
She's probably making up
the guest room right now.

871
00:34:22,185 --> 00:34:23,728
You'd be imposing
if you left.

872
00:34:23,728 --> 00:34:26,690
Okay. Thanks.

873
00:34:26,690 --> 00:34:28,065
Just don't go
running off again.

874
00:34:28,065 --> 00:34:29,734
Well, don't piss me off.

875
00:34:30,902 --> 00:34:32,320
[ Chuckles ]

876
00:34:32,320 --> 00:34:36,741
♪♪

877
00:34:36,741 --> 00:34:38,994
Woman on P.A.:
Dr. Joseph to O.R. 2.

878
00:34:38,994 --> 00:34:41,121
Dr. Kennedy Joseph to O.R. 2.

879
00:34:42,163 --> 00:34:44,666
Are you still
operating on Mitch?

880
00:34:44,666 --> 00:34:46,293
Just finished.

881
00:34:46,293 --> 00:34:48,378
Griffith and Kwan
are closing him now.

882
00:34:48,378 --> 00:34:51,464
I'm sure he's glad to
have that taken care of.

883
00:34:51,464 --> 00:34:52,507
Did it go okay?

884
00:34:52,507 --> 00:34:53,757
Yeah. Yeah.

885
00:34:53,757 --> 00:34:56,386
In fact,
it was fairly simple.

886
00:34:57,512 --> 00:34:59,389
There was no bleeding
in the tumor's vessels.

887
00:35:01,141 --> 00:35:02,601
I'm glad it went well.

888
00:35:03,351 --> 00:35:05,520
Yeah, do you
find it suspicious

889
00:35:05,520 --> 00:35:07,856
that he presented
with textbook symptoms

890
00:35:07,856 --> 00:35:10,150
of a ruptured vessel
with no rupture?

891
00:35:11,735 --> 00:35:14,404
Something else must have
been making the pain worse.

892
00:35:17,198 --> 00:35:19,534
There's nothing else
you want to say?

893
00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,039
I only know
what he told me.

894
00:35:25,665 --> 00:35:28,126
Okay, then.
See you later.

895
00:35:28,126 --> 00:35:34,841
♪♪

896
00:35:34,841 --> 00:35:36,468
[ Monitor beeping ]

897
00:35:36,468 --> 00:35:39,763
♪♪

898
00:35:39,763 --> 00:35:41,097
I failed you.

899
00:35:41,723 --> 00:35:43,350
It's in the past.

900
00:35:43,350 --> 00:35:45,477
Oh, I should have
said something.

901
00:35:45,477 --> 00:35:47,228
I should have pushed you
to get checked earlier.

902
00:35:48,772 --> 00:35:52,025
I've regretted it
since the day I lost you.

903
00:35:53,568 --> 00:35:56,196
And now...

904
00:35:56,196 --> 00:35:58,573
I'm going to survive
the disease that killed you.

905
00:35:58,573 --> 00:36:00,492
♪ Enchanted... ♪

906
00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:03,536
And I'll carry that guilt with
me for the rest of my life.

907
00:36:03,536 --> 00:36:05,455
Richard Webber.

908
00:36:05,455 --> 00:36:07,874
What have I told you
about tears?

909
00:36:07,874 --> 00:36:10,627
♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh ♪

910
00:36:10,627 --> 00:36:11,753
Um...

911
00:36:13,171 --> 00:36:14,672
Webber men
don't have them.

912
00:36:14,672 --> 00:36:15,965
I mean it.

913
00:36:15,965 --> 00:36:18,885
♪ Meet me in the after hours ♪

914
00:36:18,885 --> 00:36:23,515
What's that prayer
you say in AA,

915
00:36:23,515 --> 00:36:26,643
the one about knowing

916
00:36:26,643 --> 00:36:29,729
what you can change
and what you can't?

917
00:36:30,897 --> 00:36:32,816
The serenity prayer?

918
00:36:32,816 --> 00:36:35,276
Yeah. That's the one.

919
00:36:35,276 --> 00:36:39,572
♪ When the world,
when the world is ours ♪

920
00:36:39,572 --> 00:36:41,908
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]
What's happening?

921
00:36:41,908 --> 00:36:44,619
Oh. You're coding.

922
00:36:44,619 --> 00:36:48,123
You hang on!
You hang on!

923
00:36:48,123 --> 00:36:50,250
Charge to 200! Clear!

924
00:36:50,250 --> 00:36:51,668
I'm already gone.

925
00:36:51,668 --> 00:36:53,336
I'm not stopping.
I'm not stopping!

926
00:36:53,336 --> 00:36:55,255
Okay.
Charge again to 300!

927
00:36:55,255 --> 00:36:56,464
Richard.
Clear!

928
00:36:56,464 --> 00:36:58,466
[ Click ]
Charge again!

929
00:36:58,466 --> 00:36:59,551
Son.

930
00:36:59,551 --> 00:37:00,719
♪ When the world ♪

931
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:02,429
♪ When the world ♪

932
00:37:02,429 --> 00:37:06,641
♪ When the world is ours ♪

933
00:37:06,641 --> 00:37:09,561
♪ Ours ♪

934
00:37:09,561 --> 00:37:13,106
Have the wisdom
to know the difference.

935
00:37:13,106 --> 00:37:16,276
♪ Ours ♪

936
00:37:16,276 --> 00:37:20,488
♪ When the world is ours ♪

937
00:37:20,488 --> 00:37:22,907
[ Monitor flat-lines ]

938
00:37:22,907 --> 00:37:28,621
♪ When the world is ours ♪

939
00:37:28,621 --> 00:37:30,748
♪♪

940
00:37:30,748 --> 00:37:35,545
♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

941
00:37:35,545 --> 00:37:38,923
♪ When the world is ours ♪

942
00:37:38,923 --> 00:37:40,842
♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

943
00:37:40,842 --> 00:37:45,096
♪ Meet me in the after hours ♪

944
00:37:45,096 --> 00:37:46,598
♪ Ooh ♪

945
00:37:46,598 --> 00:37:51,311
♪ Ohh, when the world is ours ♪

946
00:37:52,353 --> 00:37:53,980
[ Monitor beeping ]

947
00:37:53,980 --> 00:37:56,191
[ Telephone rings in distance ]

948
00:37:56,191 --> 00:37:58,151
[ Siren wails in distance ]

949
00:38:05,074 --> 00:38:06,201
Richard: Bailey?

950
00:38:08,036 --> 00:38:09,996
Hey.

951
00:38:09,996 --> 00:38:11,831
Welcome back.

952
00:38:12,415 --> 00:38:14,125
Is Catherine...

953
00:38:14,125 --> 00:38:15,919
[ Chuckles ] Chomping
at the bit to get in here.

954
00:38:15,919 --> 00:38:19,214
Promising to sit here
until you woke up

955
00:38:19,214 --> 00:38:22,175
was the only way she agreed
to stay off this floor.

956
00:38:22,175 --> 00:38:24,427
I know
it was a big ask.

957
00:38:24,427 --> 00:38:26,513
Mm.
I appreciate you.

958
00:38:26,513 --> 00:38:29,098
You might want to
withhold judgment on that.

959
00:38:30,683 --> 00:38:33,019
Can you do me
one more favor?

960
00:38:34,479 --> 00:38:37,649
So, I need to know
what it is first.

961
00:38:37,649 --> 00:38:39,275
Urology patient.

962
00:38:40,568 --> 00:38:42,403
Curtis James.

963
00:38:42,403 --> 00:38:45,240
Can you see how he's doing?

964
00:38:45,240 --> 00:38:50,078
Tell him I'm here if he needs
to talk about anything.

965
00:38:51,412 --> 00:38:52,163
Sure.

966
00:38:53,164 --> 00:38:55,208
Um, I'll go get
Catherine first.

967
00:38:58,670 --> 00:39:00,505
Meredith: It's not always
possible to seek permission

968
00:39:00,505 --> 00:39:02,674
before making decisions.

969
00:39:02,674 --> 00:39:04,342
And you won't get it
right every time.

970
00:39:04,342 --> 00:39:06,302
♪ When the nights are long ♪

971
00:39:06,302 --> 00:39:09,097
In those cases, you'll need
to seek forgiveness.

972
00:39:10,807 --> 00:39:12,934
[ Murmurs playfully ]
No, thanks.

973
00:39:12,934 --> 00:39:14,394
You love this kind.

974
00:39:14,394 --> 00:39:16,813
♪ Slipping underneath ♪

975
00:39:16,813 --> 00:39:19,190
Ndugu knows
we helped Mitch.

976
00:39:19,190 --> 00:39:20,984
Simone:
I didn't say anything.

977
00:39:20,984 --> 00:39:22,485
Lucas:
I-Is he gonna report it?

978
00:39:22,485 --> 00:39:24,654
More importantly, does he
think I was a part of it?

979
00:39:24,654 --> 00:39:25,864
♪ Always stuck with me ♪

980
00:39:25,864 --> 00:39:27,740
Whatever it was.

981
00:39:29,492 --> 00:39:31,452
I don't think
he's gonna do anything,

982
00:39:31,452 --> 00:39:33,496
but he knows I lied.

983
00:39:33,496 --> 00:39:37,500
♪ Lost without the moon,
I need a star ♪

984
00:39:37,500 --> 00:39:38,668
I'm sorry.

985
00:39:38,668 --> 00:39:40,461
Jules:
Oh, it's not your fault.

986
00:39:40,461 --> 00:39:43,298
I blame Sally.
That bitch is dead to me.

987
00:39:43,298 --> 00:39:46,551
♪ Wherever life may take me,
no matter what I do ♪

988
00:39:46,551 --> 00:39:48,094
Thank you.

989
00:39:48,094 --> 00:39:49,721
You hope your patient,

990
00:39:49,721 --> 00:39:51,973
your friend,
your family member

991
00:39:51,973 --> 00:39:54,392
will understand
you tried your best.

992
00:39:55,310 --> 00:39:56,853
You hope
they'll show you grace.

993
00:39:56,853 --> 00:39:58,730
They're both asleep.

994
00:39:58,730 --> 00:39:59,939
Good. They need it.

995
00:40:00,815 --> 00:40:03,151
♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

996
00:40:03,151 --> 00:40:04,736
And they only have
about 30 minutes

997
00:40:04,736 --> 00:40:06,154
before the kids
come home

998
00:40:06,154 --> 00:40:07,864
and the whole house
is full of chaos.

999
00:40:07,864 --> 00:40:09,073
[ Laughs ]

1000
00:40:09,073 --> 00:40:11,117
Chaos is where
Erica thrives.

1001
00:40:12,994 --> 00:40:15,121
Well, then I'm glad
you invited her to stay.

1002
00:40:16,247 --> 00:40:17,957
Me too.

1003
00:40:17,957 --> 00:40:21,878
♪ I will always have
the pieces of you ♪

1004
00:40:21,878 --> 00:40:23,338
Can I ask you something?

1005
00:40:23,338 --> 00:40:27,091
♪♪

1006
00:40:27,091 --> 00:40:29,302
Would you, um --

1007
00:40:29,302 --> 00:40:30,929
Would you really have
raised Miles with me?

1008
00:40:30,929 --> 00:40:32,805
I mean,
if it had come to that?

1009
00:40:32,805 --> 00:40:34,724
♪ Reminded me... ♪

1010
00:40:34,724 --> 00:40:37,101
Are you asking me if I want
to have another baby?

1011
00:40:37,101 --> 00:40:38,478
[ Laughs ]

1012
00:40:38,478 --> 00:40:40,688
No.
Definitely no.

1013
00:40:40,688 --> 00:40:42,023
But I meant what I said.

1014
00:40:42,023 --> 00:40:45,276
Whatever happens,
we're in this together.

1015
00:40:45,276 --> 00:40:47,320
♪ I will always have
the pieces of you ♪

1016
00:40:47,320 --> 00:40:49,155
I know.

1017
00:40:49,155 --> 00:40:51,908
Asking yourself for forgiveness
can be even harder.

1018
00:40:51,908 --> 00:40:55,161
♪ The pieces of you ♪

1019
00:40:55,161 --> 00:40:57,330
We carry the burden
of our past mistakes.

1020
00:40:57,330 --> 00:41:00,291
♪ Ooh-ooh ♪

1021
00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:03,962
Thank you for taking
such good care of him.

1022
00:41:03,962 --> 00:41:09,842
♪ Pieces of you ♪

1023
00:41:09,842 --> 00:41:12,804
Thank you for
taking care of me.

1024
00:41:12,804 --> 00:41:14,430
I didn't do anything.

1025
00:41:14,430 --> 00:41:16,307
Couldn't have been easy
for you to step back

1026
00:41:16,307 --> 00:41:19,227
and let somebody
take the lead on this.

1027
00:41:19,227 --> 00:41:22,021
You know, I don't like being
second banana to anyone,

1028
00:41:22,021 --> 00:41:26,776
but in this case,
it was worth it.

1029
00:41:26,776 --> 00:41:29,404
♪ I will always have
the pieces of you ♪

1030
00:41:29,404 --> 00:41:31,572
You are cancer-free.

1031
00:41:31,572 --> 00:41:36,577
♪♪

1032
00:41:36,577 --> 00:41:38,413
Say it again.

1033
00:41:38,413 --> 00:41:41,541
You are cancer-free.

1034
00:41:42,542 --> 00:41:43,835
[ Chuckles ]

1035
00:41:43,835 --> 00:41:46,295
♪ Wherever life may take me ♪

1036
00:41:46,295 --> 00:41:48,548
♪ No matter what I do,
I will always have... ♪

1037
00:41:50,049 --> 00:41:51,426
But if you let them go...

1038
00:41:51,426 --> 00:41:53,052
♪ The pieces of you ♪

1039
00:41:53,052 --> 00:41:54,137
...you can soar.

1040
00:41:54,137 --> 00:41:56,806
♪ The pieces of you ♪

1041
00:42:05,106 --> 00:42:13,114
♪♪

1042
00:42:13,114 --> 00:42:23,124
♪♪

1043
00:42:23,124 --> 00:42:33,051
♪♪